a syringe of estradiol heptanoate and a hello kitty bandaid. also a collection of observations and self loathing. i started hrt on november 18th 2024, i guess

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unlike my constituents i actually do want the drug that makes you feel nothing on account of feeling too much and that impairing my ability to do anything about the material conditions that have created this situation
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i feel like my girlfriend is hugboxing me because she cant afford to help me get my surgeries so she's just trying to make me feel more confident until i can but its not working
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how to not kill yourself if your philtrum is 19mm long
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i will never look like a girl until i get some form of facial feminisation surgery and thats okay ♥️
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idk if bangs work if you have a long chin. i dont think they do because it will just emphasize a really masc trait and make me even more crushingly dysphoric :/
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literally gated behind a surgery stuck with the middle part i hate trans women who got lucky with their lower facial third
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9 hour flight today. oooooh i love flying with the rotation of the earth. chicago, im comin...
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i cant imagine what it's like for flying to be a normal part of your life. i wonder if the sight of the world from above ever becomes mundane
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my body is probably storing visceral fat around my lungs and heart but idrc about that rn
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i love ralsei so much
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thank you John Healey for increasing the MINIMUM WAGE so I can buy more TRANSGENDER SURGERIES and LAUGH AT SMALL BUSINESS OWNERS!
🚨 NEW: John Healey will increase the minimum wage for over 21s from £12.71 to around £13.20
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the courtesy diaper . now that speaks to the people. but the work horse diaper . *i slide the first diaper off, revealing a most sodden affair* that speaks for irself
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🫘🫘🫘🫘🫘🫘
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Midwestern green goblin fired from for jewel-oscorp
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theyre plotting and scheming 🐐
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you can kill me for this but this is what cooking should be and its imperative that we teach future generations that cooking is just throwing a bunch of shit together and not a science that has to be perfectly prepared and seasoned with a recipe that MUST be followed to a tee
what you think about this meal says a lot about you
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i think i was born to hate myself because both of my parents have hated themselves for as long as they can remember so i cant really be upset about it and at least i can treat my dysphoria so i have one less vector for my congenital self-loathing. Greggs millionaire's donut
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im never gonna look like a girl because my pre transition face is going to be superimposed over any changes i make like ten years of screen burn-in
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here comes the laser chat do i push it up to 15j/cm^2 this time
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nvm i couldn't handle it but we still burnt the hairz
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