God by the way, if you love me, why do you allow me to suffer? why bring me into existence if my provision and survival were never guaranteed? i'm genuinely beginning to doubt the existence because none of this makes sense to me anymore.
whether you do right or wrong, believe or don't believe, pray or don't pray, none of it guarantees that life will work out for you. the only certainty we seem to have is death.
and why am i supposed to bear the consequences of something i had absolutely no involvement in? adam disobeyed you, and an entire generation has to inherit the consequences? i'm not even involved in whatever dispute you have with satan. why should my existence be defined by a conflict i never signed up for?
i'm struggling to understand how all of this is supposed to be an expression of unconditional love. honestly make it make sense.