Userse@userse_xi

Confessions and struggles

Joined September 2023
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The girl I like had a bad car crash. I hope she is recovering well. I really worry about her.
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The NNN is close.
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There's a whole industry profiting from men desperate for women. If I were to see an ad for dishwasher fluid, I wouldn't care, but when they offer you a book to learn your way around women for 30 € you just buy it. You're craving romance so much, you're not sure if it's even
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At the end, the biggest discovery for me was that I don't even interact with many women; I'm trying to fish in a desert. Currently I'm trying to solve how to come out from the desert but I'm lost in there deep.
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I guess one could say similar about prostitution, porn, you pay big money for sex, an industry living off horny men.
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My parents sometimes mentioned I should invite "friends" over and have a birthday party. I don't think I even have friends, not close enough to invite them for a birthday. I don't like celebrating anything with masses of people anyways.
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It would be awkward if I invited people who I see once per week on some activity, they have actual friends they talk to every day, they celebrate their birthdays with them go on their birthdays. I don't have people on this level of closeness, not that I even want to.
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In case you didn't know, if people give you gifts in giftbags or wrapped in gift paper, don't just say thank you and put them aside, take a look at what they picked for you, open the gift wrapping wrapping. They might tell you why they picked it for you, they took their time.
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Ee pray Confiteor, which sounds like this in English. It's hard to say I'm sorry for my sins if I've committed them just recently. It would feel like a lack of self control or real instability to sin and be aware of doing so, then 30 minutes later be all sorry for it. I'm not.
Userse@userse_xi
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On Sunday morning, I get a morning wood and fap. Then go to church. Can I say I'm sorry for my sins? While still feeling the post nut clarity, the emptiness in my balls, still remembering the pleasure? I can't. For procrastinating three hours yesterday, sure, but for this?
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Also, when praying Our Father, am I really going to be forgiven just as much as I forgive those who trespass me? I thought God has more forgiveness for me than how much a sinner has. So I sometimes change the line "as we forgive..." to "more than we forgive..."
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Is it okay to change a prayer that supposedly Jesus Himself told us?
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Good night to my future gf!
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I guess to everyone else too.
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I spent an hour writing a prompt for ChatGPT about analysing and planning my life next week revolving mostly around a girl. Then another hour analysing the response, with small additional prompts. And it's not like I interacted with her, it's all about planning and past analysis.
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Then I don't see her and start planning about what I could do when I see her because those two hours every week or two start meaning a lot to me. I wish I saw her every day, I'd make a mistake as an inexperienced man or just any imperfect being, then just come back the next day
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and try again, not hope she comes the next week and still acts interested. I didn't know how easy it was in primary school. I was able to see eight girls (and ten guys) every day, talk with them.
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No one is going to admit this, but they should start charging road usage, like they do with grid fee at electricity usage.
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Lower the general taxes and let the ones using the road pay more. It'd be unfair if we paid electricity, even jut the grid fee, with taxes, then someone would use 1000x more of it than someone else.
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