I got into crypto in 2017, which means I’ve now spent almost a decade watching this market find new ways to make everyone feel like a genius, a fucking idiot, or sometimes both in the same year.
I’ve watched narratives become religions and then disappear a cycle later. I’ve watched projects everyone was absolutely convinced would change the world slowly fade into irrelevance, and I’ve watched ideas that were declared dead over and over just keep surviving.
I’ve made money. I’ve watched a shitload of unrealized money disappear. I’ve fucked around with memes, stared at more charts than I can count, and spent years following some of the best traders on this platform (Shout out to
@LomahCrypto,
@CryptoCred,
@Crypto_Ed_NL,
@BitcoinBirch, and so many others the X algo has periodically removed from my timeline, because it’s incompetent.). I love PA and market psychology, but somewhere along the way I accepted that becoming a full-time trader probably wasn’t for me. I can see a pattern forming with my eyes closed. That doesn’t mean I should trade it.
I’m probably better off hodling anyway.
That came with its own lesson though: conviction and attachment are not the same thing. You can believe strongly in an asset, a technology, or an idea without marrying your bag. Crypto has a brutal way of teaching you that lesson if you refuse to learn it yourself. And let's be real, that's usually not how it happens.
The bear markets probably taught me more than the bull markets ever did. When everything is ripping, everyone has conviction. Everyone has a thesis. Everyone thinks they’ve figured this shit out. The interesting part comes when the number stops going up.
That’s when you find out what you actually believe. You find out what a community is made of. You find out who was interested in the idea and who was really just interested in the green dildos.
After all these years, I’m probably more interested in crypto than I’ve ever been, just for different reasons.
Price still matters to me. Of course it does. I like making money; I fucking love it, lol. But I’m increasingly fascinated by the bigger picture too: what happens as money becomes more digital, AI becomes more autonomous, privacy becomes harder to preserve, and more financial activity moves onto infrastructure that never sleeps?
Some of the things crypto was talking about years ago may have been early rather than wrong. And some of the things we’re absolutely convinced matter today, probably won’t mean shit five years from now.
I’ve spent most of my time on X reading, replying, learning, and occasionally talking shit. I’m going to start writing more now.
Not because I have everything figured out. I definitely don’t.
But after nine years in crypto, I’ve accumulated enough opinions, stories (absolute bangers), and scar tissue that it feels like a good time to start putting some of it down.
Anyway. Still here, bitches.