I’m even having a thought about it presently
As a first child and some one people look up to
I find it difficult to believe when someone shows likeness to me coz I had always had it roughy with bad words, bad mouthing, looked down upon , hated and more
So if someone likes me naturally
I don’t believe the person until I vent him/her for over 3 years
Secondly , life taught me
I ALONE MATTER
I COME FIRST AFTER GOD
I PRIORITIZE MYSELF ABOVE EVERYTHING