he/they (collectively) ☆ ele(s) ☆ 22yo ☆ eng/pt ☆ queer ☆ DID system ☆ disabled

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ok I managed to follow back most people who followed me in the last few days BUT I won't request to follow most priv accounts, only if there's enough info in the bio or smth for me to see and while I won't SB you, if you're from SH/EDtwt I won't follow back just to avoid getting+
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the “i hate everyone lets all die” headmate trying to mask as someone else to ruin my life
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Libby retweeted
me longing for my teen years as if i didn't think about suicide daily
crazy how you can miss your old life while knowing you weren't even happy then.
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THEY USED TO ANDTHEY TOOK IT ALL AWAY
twitter should allow us to post things for oomfs eyes only
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DID really is just the "you're going to keep enduring whether you like it or not" disorder. it's honestly so insane how hard wired we are for survival that we do silly bullshit like internalizing anime characters so we don't blow our brains out.
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I really wanna stop pretending to always act the same and embrace switches, but hey I don't have much choice when it's the 6 year old who decides to come out during a 3 hour lecture
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this actually happened yesterday but oh my god it was so frustrating I was like co-conscious/co-fronting with him and I felt like a parent telling him to BE QUIET, STAY STILL AND PAY ATTENTION YOU LITTLE SHIT
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/lh btw we move tomas<3
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me when i read material that i know will be triggering/a lot to handle and then see my brain do what it always does to compartmentalize it
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yeah no i can totally handle traumatic content. i just dissociate and then it's like it never happened. i eated it. :)
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I need to know if this is a DID thing but if I miss my routine for like more than a day, I basically forget it and it's so hard to go back. it feels so foreign like wdym I have class???? I didn't yesterday!!!!
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so it can be a DID and/or ADHD thing got it
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i wish they were that helpful
if u have chronic pain and fatigue as a young adult they genuinely just shoot u in the head
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Replying to @wishesforchu
my opinion on any alters that are different from the physical reality of the body is idgaf as long as they aren't speaking over ppl who are physically that thing or using it to be bigoted. goes for race, gender, whatever.
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the worst part of having a dissociative disorder is having to come to terms with the horrible things in my life over and over. just once isn’t enough. the host accepts it, the ones in charge accept it, the ones it affected the most accept it. it’s never ending realizations
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System who gave up keeping track on whos fronting
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Parts. Self states. Headmates. Alters. Others. The voices. My guys. My gremlins. My brain. My little freaks. Bitches in my head. My brain worms. My ???s. Brain squatters. Them. You know, the guys. The cats and dogs smacking each other in my head. The children demanding snacks.
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My DID mood board
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is anybody else terrified that they’re perpetually on thin ice with all of their friends. Like no matter how big or small if i do something that bothers one of my friends i immediately think “that was probably the last straw and i’ve really pushed them away forever this time”
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i don't bother with tracking parts that exist to do a single purpose because most of them find their ways into clusters that kinda just look like this
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My DID pet peeve is random alters who weren't involved saying "I don't need closure, I'm happy growing past this". Don't speak for me!!!!!! I want my abusers dead!!!!!!
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