worms in my fucking brain RAAAAAA || old as dirt (over 25) || systwt || yapping into the void but now the void is yapping back

ok one last thought. i watched sailor moon a ton growing up and i rly feel like it helped me with my ability to offer unlimited empathy and love towards others and parts of myself. the adults in my life would tell me that this is stupid, but imo it's the most valuable skill.
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ok guys don't let me share more deep thoughts until Tuesday at least because i am OFF DUTY!!! brain has to be turned OFFFFFFFF
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i love saying shit on the internet
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one thing im weirdly proud of is my spice tolerance. i come from a super white ass family but have been able to gradually increase my spice tolerance higher than the majority of ppl. i do not look like someone that can handle high spice but i do and i LOVE it
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pro tip for systems trying to heal: the secret to recovery is just absolute radical empathy for all parts of yourself all parts are valid even if they're not helpful, chances are they're just scared of something. be patient with urself. it ain't easy but it gets the job done.
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suicidal parts are usually just exhausted and overwhelmed. hierarchical parts are usually tired of having to do their jobs. if you understand why parts feel the way they do, and can extend them empathy, you effectively offer yourself the unconditional love that you're missing.
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how life becomes once u stop caring about disappointing your parents
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showering is ok but wet hair is NOT
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my repo character is a silly little guy
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fuuuuck me dude i should make some hummus again yes
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trying to pop popcorn the old fashioned way wish me luck my husband is concerned about the "cancer chemicals in microwave popcorn bags" which is very fair but hey I might like this more anyways
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5/10 experience, not enough popcorn turned out to be edible enough either from burning or the way it popped having too much kernel
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my dog wants to be equippable so bad but unfortunately she is too large to be carried
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i said something too serious and deep I have to immediately be silly again RRRRRAA RARARARARA RRAAAAAA RARARA
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had a moment recently where it was one of the first times in recent memory that an alter was totally in control by itself and acted in ways I couldn't even predict or control at all. It wasn't really scary though, but I mean all they did was laugh and talk. Just weird but fine.
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I don't feel like I see it as losing control though. It's just being able to let myself in all of my whole self express what it needs. I understand I have DID now, and what's needed by each part is a need of the whole system. So it's all me in a way, so I'm never out of control.
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me repeatedly this year
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Thank to you anyone that has ever liked me or loved me or that sort of thing
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so real i would stab ppl in the open to just get it over. did that in front of my husband once and he just stared at me and prolonged it all.
I used to hate being imposter on among us because it caused me too much anxiety
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oh my god i just woke up and read this and was like WHAT THE FUCK AM I TALKING ABOUT until I read the fucking among us tweet
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