According to Neuroscience, your brain doesn’t care about your goals. It only cares about what you repeat. Every action you take strengthens a neural pathway, and whatever you do daily becomes who you are.
If you want to be a writer, wanting it won’t rewire anything. Your brain doesn’t know you wanted to write. It only knows you wrote 50 days in a row. Act first, and the identity catches up later.
I did this with writing online. I had no clue what I was doing, so I just published every single day. 7,000+ essays later, Penguin offered me a book deal. It wasn’t talent. It was repetition rewiring my brain into the type of person who writes.