The reason you find this so embarrassing is because you know it applies at least as much to you as it does to AOC. At least she waited until her 30s to become a partisan hack. Becoming a Good Loyal Democrat in your 20s is just sad.
You, on command, shed your little fake radical costume – long-haired, tattooed, scary anti-establishment dissidents to the militaristic and corporatist Democratic Party – to become what your vapid character always destined you to be: banal, benign, easily herded Democrats. That you were only able to grow your channel by becoming hangers-on to all the similar DNC pundit-tools was a bonus.
If you’re at all interested in honesty in branding, you should really change your show’s theme and intro to this: AOC’s defining moment showing who she, and you, really are. You’re people who ran around pretending to believe what Israel did in Gaza is a “genocide” because you were forced by social and careerist pressures to say this, but then, like AOC, you spend all your time working to empower and lie for the people who perpetrated that “genocide." Like AOC, your only function is to steer angry anti-establishment political sentiments back into the Democratic Party by deceiving them into believing that party leaders share their agenda.