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my little hime gyaru hime kaji bbgirl
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Replying to @prayxers
OOOO gyoza.. in miso soup.. with cabbage
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i am in agonising pain (love endo & pcos) but i lost weight oh the joys
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IM OUT OF MY PLATEAU!! I STARTED MY PERIOD AND IM OUT OF THE PLATEAU!!! I AM NOW DOWN 11.9LBS IN THE LAST 29 DAYS!
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Replying to @gl1tt3rp0ps
SOOO CUTE !!!
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Replying to @WynnThin
thank u sm!! the trick to my style is that i β™‘ references, i use 1000000 references per drawing, i try to not trace too much (though thats also a valid artistic tool!) so i like photobashing multiple references together and then referencing THAT! wahoo !
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gonna go to bed soon πŸ’€πŸ’€ here is the draeing ive done so far (Β΄,,β€’Ο‰β€’,,)β™‘
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age 14 vs 22 face drawing wowowow
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Replying to @babyteethrot
i also quote retweeted it, i understood she was trying to compare a non disordered thin person and disordered fat person but unfortunately the tweet was vague enough ppl misunderstood it, hopefully i explained it better
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started laughing at somrthing funny earlier then started crying mid laugh cuz i realised i dont live a fulfilling life and i hate myself
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for my mental health, you CAN spot reduce fat
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toothache πŸ’”
tomorrow i will have toast for breakfast with a cappucino, toast for lunch with tea and potato for dinner with tea (again) ehe cant wait ! i β™‘ carbs
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Replying to @nymphishy
women cant exist anywhere :[ reminds me of one of my favourite quotes
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goodnight every1 :D
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Replying to @julesrelapsed
its so cold atm (οΏ£ οΏ£|||) i feel like my fongers r gonna turn into icicles
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your weight does not define how disordered you are, whether you're bmi 14 and maintaining it or bmi 42 and losing rapidly and vice versa,,, i think its important to say that everyone and i mean EVERYONE deserves recovery and peace and joy always
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per una (left) and m&s (right) coats found within like 10 seconds!!
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im gonna start frothing at the mouth if this plateau doesnt end because why am i not losing at my big weight??? ive eaten at maintenence twice during this time but other than that ive eaten less than 1000kcal EVERY OTHER DAY WHY AM I MAINTAINING??? is my scale broken????
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Replying to @B00B1T3
THANK YEW :33
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havent eaten at all today wahoo, have had broth & water
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Replying to @montiemoz
shikamaru is so good, i love how they showed him working through his trauma and still fighting
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Replying to @moonsara222
with the white toastie bread too
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the hellish last week on my weight loss graph >:[
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guys i finally lost
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Replying to @swirlylambz
yeah, i mainly ticked the ones off that i tried once like smoking, im not very worldly i feel (οΏ£ οΏ£|||)
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Replying to @disorderella
its okay im brunette and medium height and garden gnome in body shape, but in my brain we r those aesthetic french style girls, like this is us mentally
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i feel so disgusting
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do you think they can tell im disordered by my groceries (β•₯﹏β•₯)
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Replying to @disorderella
i have an entire vintage closet for when i reach my ugw, i love vintage clothing, i am always happy to share!!
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Replying to @laurelstray
like im going insane
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Replying to @disorderella
i LOVE those kind of coats, look for 60s coats!! they r so chic and perfect length, here is my one i got, plus its 100% real wool and fur but vintage so no fueling the fur industries!! and they r so easy to find!!
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hi guys sorry for not being online as much as usual, my weight maintaining despite my obesity is making me
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Replying to @evilfoxthing
well that sucks, starving for nothing πŸ˜“
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Replying to @m00nlessky
the absolute dispair and dismay i felt
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i accidently ate before weighing myself
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am i always going to be stuck in an endless cycle of binge restrict ?
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Replying to @evilfoxthing
ah do u think thats why ive been nauseous everyday for like 5 months
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Replying to @evilfoxthing
i bought the enzymes!! but i dont have a gluten intolerance (had that checked) so i thought less processed wholemeal bread would be ok ? but yoghurt, cheese, tinned stuff etc makes me so stuffy and ill feeling but they r my safe foods and what i can afford, atm i just eat potatoes all the time cuz they dont like make my eyes itch but tinned fish and tomatoes and beans do :[ but they r my safe foods i FEEL SO STUCK !! AH!!!(οΏ£ οΏ£|||) i already have so few safe foods πŸ’”πŸ’” im so scared fjdjd ik thats silly
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Replying to @evilfoxthing
I think he was referring to the strictest elimination diet where you literally only eat freshly cooked meat and low histamine vegetables, but unfortunately for me my diet consists of tinned fish & tomatoes, potatoes, bread and cheese which are all too high in histamine for the diet
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Replying to @julesrelapsed
literally me, today i had a phone call so i have to do another phone call tomorrow because the idea of doing 2 phonecalls about separate problems on the same day makes me start hyperventilating
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Replying to @swirlylambz
when i read about ur family i just want to
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meals, roughly 700-800kcal? i honestly dont have the energy to care (οΏ£ οΏ£|||)
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dinner is 550kcal and 31.5g protein
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Replying to @disorderella
I love you, brilliant brilliant moot of mine, i cant wait to wear frilled socks again
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breakfast is 163kcal ( = ⩊ = ) 3g fibre 3.5g protein
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when you eat breakfast for once and then find out you're going to a party or event later that will be food based and you just
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dinner is a head of broccoli and low fat cheese for 310kcal 26g protein 9g fibre
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my room was very cute, i do miss it a little i had a mental break due to the online harassment, shaved off all my hair and gave it all away to my friends a couple years ago πŸ˜“
found pictures of my room from when i was 16 on my old j0jifuku kawaii account oh my god
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me age 15 in my cherry lizlisa dress and my red converse with frilled socks listening to unreleased lana d3l r3y again djdkd i never change
listening to l4n4 d3l rey makes me feel skinny and pretty, idk what it is about it, i now want to drink a diet coke wearing cherry print with my hair in those cute braid bun things
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9.3lbs lost in 3 weeks isnt horrific ig
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my ugly ass fridge πŸ˜“ so unaesthetic
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late lunch is 400kcal [360kcal chicken noodles, 40kcal aloe vera drink]
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good morning afternoon every1 i finally went back down in weight today, not as much as i want but enough where i dont wanna kay em ess anymore
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IVE LOST YEARS TO BEING FAT I NEED TO BE SKINNY NOW I NEED TO BE THINNER NOW I NEED TO BE THIN NOW
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Replying to @dinocoffeequeen
i think kefir is more soup like? so like those fruit kefirs kinda give cold tomato soup vibes if you think about it ? cuz tomato is a fruit so strawberry kefir = cream of tomato soup ?
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my mental health is so bad atm
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ive honestly just started blocking ppl that annoy or ragebait me and following ppl i enjoy and doing what i want and being myself
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Replying to @omadwinter
its just not fair, im working so hard man πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’” but thank u for the reassurance moot ily β™‘β™‘β™‘
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Replying to @omadwinter
i started getting period cramps yesterday but no period yet but i do have pcos so sometimes it just skips the bleeding part, or doubles it, i never know!! a russian roulette i never win !!
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ok breathe breathe, its probably just my period or my PCOS or water weight or waste weight right haha rifht
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WHY AM I NOT LOSING WEIGHT WHEN IM. NOT. EATING !! AM I ABSORBING CALORIES VIA OSMOSIS?????????????
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what the point in trying man
i ate at my bmr yesterday and gained 2lbs, i honestly just started crying
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night night everynyan
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not fully coloured yet but left to right kitty cat :3 @ditzypawz in cutecore fox !! @evilfoxthing in emo bunny !! @disorderella in himekaji lamb !! @swirlylambz in morikei bat >:] @julesrelapsed in gothic lol1ta thats me done for today folks GDNITE!!!! :D
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today so far i drew a chara inspired by @evilfoxthing !! ehe :3
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how i feel being an optimist in my stressful ass life
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nothing makes me want to binge more than maintaining for 3 days straight
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when you save up all your calories for something you've been craving, and then they deliver it wrong and your whole day is ruined
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i love how every1 has super aesthetic and gorgeous layouts and im here
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