This is starting to become habitual- Every night I come out here to see the city lights Like a pledge of allegiance to my dreams No matter how bad or good the day goes, I devote myself and am absolved of all sin and virtue And each time I reset, I learn something new Today I almost cried I think it was mostly because of the cold like yk the shivers n shi but I also think there was something deeper, something I felt in my soul It was the loneliness of growth And it’s really lonely facing your deepest problems because no one can solve them for you Only you can go through the suffering to make things right