idk if itโs an adhd thing or what but itโs very weird being depressed asf all day and then for one interesting event or interaction i can be instantly lifted into a good mood before slowly slipping back into melancholy
I feel like real lovers are okay with being single. Iโd rather do my own thing until the universe aligns and connects me with ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ one rather than just get with ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆone for the sake of not feeling lonely.
Itโs so weird having an IUD as a bi person because Iโm like if I genuinely end up with a woman I got this shit for nothing ๐ญ๐ญ like I need to get some use out of it but I donโt know whatโs in store for me in the future so Iโm like ๐