Der französische Schauspieler Arnaud Denis hat heute sein Leben durch #Sterbehilfe in Belgien beendet. Auf Facebook hat er vor sechs Stunden öffentlich einen langen Post verfasst, zu seiner Krankheitsgeschichte, aber auch zu allgemeinen Überlegungen hinsichtlich des Umgangs mit schwer chronisch Kranken. Ich kann nur allen empfehlen, diesen Post zu lesen. facebook.com/share/p/19TQZmy… Ein Zitat daraus, ins Deutsche übersetzt: "An alle Kranken mit Myalgischer Enzephalomyelitis, deren Leiden in der Medizin in Frankreich und weltweit geleugnet werden. Es herrscht Gesundheitsnotstand. Diese invalidisierende postinfektiöse neurologische Erkrankung betrifft weltweit Millionen Menschen. Millionen, darunter Jugendliche und Kinder, die im Dunkeln bettlägerig unter entsetzlichen Bedingungen überleben. Ich stehe in Kontakt mit zwei jungen Männern von 23 und 27 Jahren, die bald in anderen Ländern zur Euthanasie greifen werden, so unerträglich sind ihre Lebensbedingungen. Manche sterben zu Hause an Mangelernährung, weil die Versorgung ungeeignet ist. Es gibt keine Nachsorge für die schweren physiologischen Komplikationen, die das nach sich ziehen kann, darunter die kraniozervikale Instabilität, okkultes Tethered Cord, schlecht nachgewiesene Liquorlecks, Gefäßkompressionen mit Unterperfusion des Gehirns. Das Posturale Tachykardie-Syndrom, virale Reaktivierungen, Auffälligkeiten in der Muskulatur, Schädigungen des zentralen Nervensystems, Ganglionopathien der Spinalnerven, Hypovolämie – nichts davon wird in Frankreich untersucht. Die Forschungsfinanzierung ist lächerlich im Verhältnis zur Zahl der Betroffenen. Das muss sich ändern. Die Regierungen tun nichts und lassen die Kranken ohne therapeutische Hoffnung in einer entwürdigenden Versorgungsaufgabe zurück." Rest in power, Arnaud. 🕯🕊💙

Wow. Oscar winning filmmaker Martin Strange-Hansen has made a short film about the forced removal of a very severe ME patient in Denmark. This looks really amazing!! vimeo.com/user10350947/bestp… #pwme #myalgicE #millionsmissing #severeME

The fidgety "I NEED TO DO SOMETHING" feeling while feeling brain dead and unable to use your mind is the worst combination. I'm too antsy to watch TV or movies (I know I'm lucky to be able to), music sounds like noise, TV/movies look like people doing stuff on a screen, my brain can't process or feel, but I'm just DYING to do something. Work on something. Make something. Engage with the world. garg! 🤯😶‍🌫️

The Bateman Horne Center has already produced a great deal of high-quality educational materials batemanhornecenter.org/provi…, as has the Workwell Foundation workwellfoundation.org/resou….

1/3 I had a selection of photos I wanted to post here, but I have decided they are too graphic. They are of the hole in my stomach where my feeding tube sits, the same feeding tube I am too unwell to use. I also have a line into my arm straight into a central vein to my heart.

I’m in a really, really bad spot with my health, and sometimes it’s the smallest gestures that help me hang on. Marion, one of my oldest and dearest friends and an ME/CFS advocate, sent me this photo of her daughter wearing the WE&ME pullover. Seeing “Together we will cure ME/CFS” on her back really helps. So if you’re wondering whether to reach out to an ME/CFS patient, please do. You may not realise how much it means. It can save lives. 💙🙏

Something exciting is happening in POTS/ME/CFS/Long COVID research right now. Multiple labs and clinicians, working independently, are converging on overlapping mechanisms - neuroinflammation, autonomic and brainstem dysfunction, immune-driven pathways, approached from completely different angles: imaging, immune markers, clinical observation, structural findings. That kind of convergence is usually a marker of a field reaching scientific maturity. Early-stage fields tend to be scattered and contradictory. A field converging from multiple independent directions toward the same underlying biology is a sign there's real signal to chase. This is what it looks like when a research area starts to click into focus after years of being dismissed or fragmented. Patients have waited decades for this kind of momentum. Grateful to see so many people pushing in the same direction.

I have to go back to the dentist again for a 3rd (!!) visit in 3 months. it’s so much for my body to take, but unavoidable. I haven’t recovered from my last trip 3 weeks ago. And the feeling I have right now can only be described as fear. Fear for what it will be like afterwards if I’ve been this sick since the last visit (unable to think at all, nearly incapacitated, considering using a bed pan, etc). What new hell awaits me today? I’m just laying here counting down the hours until I have to leave, feeling the powerlessness of it all, the inevitability, the vulnerability. ————- #mecfs #pwME #LongCovid #Disability #ChronicIllness

Last week, I "went private" with my condition, sending out a long email to every person who has had a significant impact on my life since I was in school. I had to figure out how to explain M.E. to an audience who had never heard of it, and came up with the following narrative, from which the feedback has been really good! Feel free to steal any of it if you ever need an explainer for a similar context: --- Think back to how you felt during any infection (like the flu, or COVID). Those symptoms were your body entering a defensive state called the Cell Danger Response, where every cell in your body started screaming "shut down and redirect resources toward the immune system!" That flu-like malaise you felt was your cytokines, that crushing fatigue your mitochondria going dark, and the brain fog and light sensitivity was your nervous system locked into threat-scanning mode. All evolutionary signals, refined over millions of years, that told you: "while we fight this threat, lie down in a dark room and do nothing". In 99.999% of cases, this threat response resolves, and you go back to your normal life. Call me the 0.001%. For some of us, due to a combination of genetics and chance, the Cell Danger Response never shuts off, and we don't go back. Ever. This persistent threat response condition is known as myalgic encephalomyelitis, or ME. And the longer it goes on, the deeper it entrenches, eventually disrupting systems throughout the body until basic functions - sitting, showering, talking on the phone, even digesting food - become so energy-intensive that they are rendered impossible. Funny, isn't it? A debilitating disease that affects one million Americans, and you've never even heard of it. (Or if you have, it's most likely by an incredibly infantilizing name that we'll never speak of again: "chronic fatigue syndrome".) M.E. is not new. Researchers have documented post-infection illness outbreaks for over a century. In the 1980s, it was on similar footing as AIDS - both mysterious illnesses ruining young, healthy lives, and both similarly dismissed in the eyes of researchers, doctors, and the public: ME was seen as a condition involving hysterical yuppie women and AIDS was stigmatized as something gay men had brought on themselves. But slowly, the paths diverged: AIDS patients started dying in large numbers. Activists rallied - sick, but still able to protest, staging die-ins and chaining themselves to buildings. Meanwhile, ME patients were too severely afflicted to court attention or advocate for themselves. They didn't die, they just... disappeared, suffering invisibly in dark bedrooms, forever. While institutions and researchers forgot about ME, AIDS went on to gain visibility and make history: billions of dollars in research funding, the discovery of HIV, and eventually, a functional cure. We all learned that story in health class, but we never learned about M.E. But quietly, all those years, people kept getting permanently sick after viral illnesses. Some were able to manage it, others became incapacitated and disappeared from the public eye. Then came the pandemic, and suddenly billions of people started getting serious infections in a way they hadn't before. Long COVID has doubled the number of people with ME, and today, Long COVID and ME have a disability burden greater than AIDS at its peak: 400 million afflicted worldwide. 100 million suffering significant functional deficits affecting large parts of their daily lives. Tens of millions too severe to leave their homes, and 5 million bedridden (yep, that's me.) Despite these staggering numbers, and even after 70 years of recognition, M.E. has no cure, and not even a single treatment that has been shown to reliably reverse disease progression. The lifetime recovery rate is 7-15%, but most of those are spontaneous recoveries from mild cases within the first two years of onset. At my level of severity, anecdotes show that fewer than 1 in 100 patients recover. The research funding allotted to M.E. by the US government is at 1% of its commensurate disease burden, the lowest of any disease (AIDS, by the way? 2000%). I follow the research closely, and nothing currently being investigated is anywhere near a cure. We have no clinical biomarkers, no unifying theory, and no real breakthroughs. In my best estimation, we are 10 years out. This has quietly become the greatest invisible public health scandal no one gives a fuck about solving. Every single group that should care about the plight of their fellow humans, from ordinary people on the street, to governments, researchers, and doctors, are all looking the other way. Not anymore. I'm going to make everyone look.

I’m gonna leave it at this. pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/article… bmj.com/content/331/7523/989 link.springer.com/article/10… pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/article… pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/article… pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/2884… pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/3123… pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/article… pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/3671… pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/article…

Neither is ME/CFS! Long Covid is not functional neurological disorder | STAT statnews.com/2024/07/15/long…

FND is a psychiatric diagnosis..so brain retraining is how it's treated. No good for someone suffering from #SevereME with POTS and MCAS which are physical illnesses which need medication and don't respond to brain retraining.

Our third and final day of the closed portion of our ME/CFS Working Group Meeting. Don't forget to register for our community day TOMORROW! #MECFS26 tinyurl.com/MECFSSymposium26

I'm excited to announce our lineup of speakers for our upcoming Community Symposium on September 11! Due to the number of speakers who agreed to participate we have extended the symposium until 4:30pm PST. It will be recorded for those who cannot attend. tinyurl.com/MECFSSymposium26

Day 2 speakers of our closed ME/CFS Working Group Meeting. Don't forget to register for our community day on Friday! #MECFS26

Physics Girl describing her experience with ME/CFS facebook.com/thephysicsgirl/…

Today our closed ME/CFS Working Group Meeting begins. Here is our lineup of speakers for our first day. Don't forget to register for our community day on Friday! #MECFS26

This is upsetting!!