Imagine almost dying from a brand new virus, & now you live with permanent organ damage & your quality of life in your prime is so bad you don’t fear death whatsoever & expect it to arrive years before you EVER qualify for Medicare. So you spend years trying to warn people their kids are going to end up disabled/dead, & we’re *all* going to die prematurely, & people call you A MONSTER. You are the problem, not the virus. The problem isn’t the record disability/death, the problem is talking about it. So then you watch everyone you know get sick, many die, & then everyone gets cancer. You’re still here pointing to the original threat that never went away, & people get EVEN ANGRIER. They lash out at you & call you every name in the book. They curse your children, tell you you’re a worthless Useless Eater & have no business being alive or freely speaking. It’s a lot like getting kicked in the face. LIVING IN TRUTH is worth it. Remaining kind & calm as people crash out is worth it. Teaching our children how to survive The New Normal & being good examples is worth it. There are no do-overs.

Truth is terrorism now. Everything hurts. My doctor/scientist friends & their families, who spent years gaslighting me as I suffered in Covid Hell so they wouldn’t feel so bad about living normally, are now sicker than I am. Everyone is nervously lying, pretending & performing, making excuses, & lashing out at the systems thinkers. Everything is connected, & so are we all. If we don’t immediately course correct, eventually our human body containers will be too sick to hold our souls. Covid already took our health/immune systems, next we are going to lose antibiotics, clean air/water/food, reproduction, & our futures. Since Truth is Terrorism & we are only allowed to worship billionaires/corporations & to chase endless profits, there will be no way to stop any of it.