I couldn't keep my hands in check this time, and finally blew up my account—two or three decades of savings wiped out to zero, a sleepless night, endless regret. I'm a complete failure in life, forever unable to forgive myself for this grave mistake. Greed crushed me and ruined me. Though I once earned life-changing wealth, I still lost. I have no friends; apart from those hot storage tech stocks, I have no other life—that was everything for me, and now it's gone. It took me years to reach this height, but one night erased it all. At this point, the person I'm most sorry to is my family.