Spring 2019 I read David Goggins book Can’t Hurt Me and it changed my life - I went from never having competed in a race to running a marathon in 2020 and Ironman in 2022.
In his book, Goggins details how chronic tension in his psoas muscles nearly ended his life, and he gave accounts of the benefits he gained from stretching. I read this, took the information in, stretched every day, even researched the psoas muscle but it never clicked with me - either at the time or in the years following - how much tension in my own psoas dominated my life.
Years later I suffered a crippling, full body injury held in place by chronic tension patterns throughout my body and much of this pattern was driven by the deep tension in my psoas. I held this so deeply that it’s taken over a year of consistent, full body release work for me to even be able to perceive the impact of my psoas and how it had shaped the physical experience of my life.
Often it’s not enough for us just to be exposed to potentially helpful, or even life changing information. If we aren’t in a place where that information resonates with us in a way we can use, it will just get filed away in the back of our brain and we may carry on doing what we had been doing, even if it is at odds with this new information.
Sometimes we gotta go down that dark road ourselves, and experience whatever problem that information could have prevented, until we find itin the back of our brains and recognize “Oh…now I actually understand what my psoas is and how tension in that muscle ruined my life.”
Rather than feeling guilty about not making changes sooner, I understand that I had no context through which to actually apply that information when I first learned it. I had to make the mistakes I did and experience what I did for myself. Simply reading about it in a book was not enough for me, and that’s ok.
I am just grateful I had the knowledge to apply at the point when I was ready to take the necessary steps towards healing. And for me that means letting go of the chronic tension in my psoas and allowing my hips to move properly for the first time since my early childhood.
Always keep learning because even if it doesn’t seem like what your learning about is helpful you never know how this will apply to your future experience. If you’re interested in something and feel passionate about it listen to those feelings and follow them even if they don’t make sense, because there is a reason you feel the way that you do and you need to understand what that reason is to benefit from it now and in the future.
At the start of 2019, I would've said running a 13.1-mile half marathon was beyond my capabilities, let alone the idea of completing one later the same year.
Yet in October 2019 I achieved the improbable. I completed my first-ever half marathon in Atlantic City, NJ, marking the longest run of my life.
In the years preceding 2019, I was a passionate walker but remained shackled by the belief that I couldn't run longer distances.
On a business trip that January, to maintain my daily step streak of 10,000+, I found myself on a treadmill, embarking on my first jog in years. To my surprise, the experience was more effortless than I remembered. Only then did I truly understand how weight loss and fitness profoundly affect one's running capabilities.
That spring, while visiting family and lacking gym access, I opted for an outdoor jog. Running shirtless by the ocean under a radiant sun, I discovered a newfound love for the sport.
David Goggins' book, "Can’t Hurt Me," which I read around that time, instilled in me the idea that I was not harnessing my full potential. This realization spurred me to enroll in my inaugural race, an Olympic distance triathlon. Fueled by newfound confidence, I finished the race, including its 5-mile run segment.
This achievement dismantled my self-imposed limitations. If I could endure a 2.5-hour athletic event and still muster the energy for a 5-mile run, I surely could push beyond that distance.
Motivated, I registered for a half marathon.
I began a regimen of running 2-3 times weekly, culminating each week with an extended Sunday run. I progressively increased the distance, starting from 6 miles, moving to 7, then 8. As the weeks unfolded, my reservations dissipated, replaced by a growing conviction that I could conquer the 13.1 miles on race day.
Two weeks before the event I peaked at 11.5 miles in my training, and then race day arrived. I set out with the simple ambition of completing the longest run of my life in under 2 hours. I achieved this, with an official time of 1:54:21.
The completion of that half marathon redefined my perceptions. I realized that if I could conquer such challenges, I was capable of unparalleled feats in all spheres of life.
Embracing this ethos, the subsequent years saw me complete a full 26.2-mile marathon in 2020, a 70.3-mile half-Ironman triathlon in 2021, and a full Ironman in 2022, which included another marathon. In 2023, I've already tackled one marathon and have another planned for October. This transformative journey transcended sports, positively influencing my career, relationships, relocation endeavors and entrepreneurial pursuits.
While running a half marathon may now be routine for me, the profound impact of my first remains undiminished.
If you doubt your potential to run a half marathon, evaluate your physical abilities. With proper conditioning and perhaps some weight loss, it might be a more achievable target than you anticipate. I urge you to embrace the challenge. The journey will invariably mold you for the better.