After a lot of thought I have decided to return to twitter. From 2023 to late 2025 I was part of the crowd that followed and wrote about the war in Ukraine, both here on Twitter and elsewhere. I did it because Ukraine did so much to change my life.. I was so moved by the the Ukrainians I met online and the footage I saw on Telegram and Twitter that I decided to take leaps of faith that I had never even considered taking before; tapering off of a ten year methadone regimen, quitting cigarettes, getting fit for the first time in my life - and many other things which I never believed I could do, the courage for which I sort of "borrowed" from the Ukrainians I knew personally and from those brave souls fighting in the war whose helmet camera footage I watched nearly every day (which is a habit that I don't recommend, by the way)
I have a wall in my house lined with flags and trinkets from friends around the world - I even kept the packaging because I was so proud. I had such high hopes for the future and for a swift victory against the Russians, I remember believing that the world would unite to support with the United States leading the way.. at that time I couldn't have imagined the way things would fall apart into chaos and malice and negativity.
Social media changes you over time, especially in the context of a war. You can start out with the best of intentions and sooner or later you will end up in disputes, be accused of propaganda and spying, find yourself feeling suspicious of others (especially those who ask for money) and the constant flow of bad news and aggression and lies will turn you sour one way or another. That negative energy (including that which came from my own behavior and words) is why I left several months back.
So why return? Well, I always wanted to emulate those few who kept their dignity and sense of focus and professionalism intact for this entire time, those who have stayed the course of rallying public support for Ukraine, educating people about the war and the Ukrainian people, and offering a counterweight to Russia's hybrid warfare that is present across all of social media. In short, I want to turn a new leaf and try again. I think I can do better.
Hopefully nobody will even know who I am. It's not even really relevant to anything that I have to offer here; I don't have any fancy impressive credentials, I never served in the military, I'm just somebody that was pulled into this by chance, somebody that wants to push back against the darkness and the lies shoulder to shoulder with everyone else who is fighting for what is right. Im also someone who makes mistakes and is wrong sometimes (especially about Iran, which, it turns out, really is a problem that must be dealt with.) I wish I could apologize directly to those within NAFO and certain US and European diplomats and officials that I gave such a hard time to with my previous account, but for now my apology must be sent in spirit. I hope we can all work together for the common good, even when we disagree on many individual issues. I don't want followers. I'll never ask for money. I just want to have not stayed silent and to not fall victim to hatred or indifference.
I am working on some projects that I will post here in time. I'm sure I'll also be using this account to rebut lies and misinformation and aggression against Ukraine and the US. In fact if anyone ever reads this that'll probably have been how you found me. If you feel the same as I do, feel free to shoot me a DM, especially if you're American or Ukrainian (or if you like motorcycles!)